How could I forget Lin Junjie's Bei Feng Chui Guo De Xia Tian?

Absolutely fantastic piece! Wayne used to be the same badminton team as I. We ran barkers and malcolms together.

But he went to pursue his dream. When I listened to that song with Jing Sha, I just thought, Wayne, you went off the beaten track to achieve your dream. He was my idol at that second.

Come to think of its, its a fantastic song! and I am becoming a fanboy! OMG! Male version of selena! (gay version, more accurage.) But I idolize his ability and his courage to pursue his dreams. AT all costs.

And succeeded. WIll go buy his albums.

I loved the examination today. 304? Did i do well? Most likely not, but that's not the issue. I just loved the facts it highlighted.

Sometimes, when people say the spirit of God prompted them... I'm a little critical. But this entire week, I was nagged with this consistent worry about PPS sampling, MLM, ULM and all that. However, like the rest of the things I knew I was doing wrong, (sigh... why does it all boil back to that stupid stupid sin?) I didn't focus much, and just went for an overview.

The paper didn't look like any paper previously, and I left out a chunk of about 10 marks on PPS. Great? Even better. I found out painfully that knowing the right answers doesn't mean being able to produce that answer without error.

Made a really basic error ( but thank God I caught a heck of a lot more errors ). 6 marks, again... woosh... I could do that question without problem in practice, but somehow I just got confused... and WHAM. gone.

Something we know most of the time, is not something we know all of the time. THe times when it matters. we get caught with pants down, and that's it.

Life was so amusingly illustrated by this painful exam experience. I will be thankful for a B. God please... be merciful.

Let me go do my 306 now. I can't afford to screw that one up, at least.

Nietzshe. So so mistaken. I believe I used to be a hedonist. Live life to the fullest expression, going for our desires. Nietzshe ended up mad. Raving on the street and going into insanity after he saw a horse being whipped. Remember that, all you who walk the same path I used the tread.

Life is not like that. Yes you allan. If you'll ever read this. Life is about restraint. The difference between man and the animal is self control. IF we lived like Nietzshe, we wouldn't be living our life to the fullest. We would be living our life like animals. Now, I am not saying that you are an animal.

But self-restraint is something that the animal kingdom hardly exhibits. Ever seen moths attracted to their deaths in bright flames? Its a dance of death that they flutter and invariably plunge themselves into. They hunt when they are hungry. Hibernate when called to. Do whatever they want whenever they want.

What really brings out the beauty of the animal kingdom is sometimes the instincts that override their basic functionalities. Herd instinct, Parental Duties. Sacrifice. That is what keeps the animal from being the 'animal'. Dogs staying with their master till death. Mothers keeping their young alive in the wild.

All boils down to a mastery of self. That I have come to start to learn to admire. Its not that fun, and sex. and sex. and sex. Its different. Its different.

Life is a quality not a quantity. Great lovely quote.

Anyway, I have always thought that when we sin, we Credit Accounts Payable (liability) and we Debit Wages (expenses : the wages of sin are death). BUT, that is for non-christians.

As Christians, we Credit Accounts Payable (Liability) and Debit Grace (Assets). Amen.

The more sin, the more grace. The Wages of Sin have already been paid, in Jesus' account. On the cross. Thank you Lord.